Back to reality

Almost feel like a child going to school for the first time. Got some rare time off between jobs (over a month actually) and now there’re withdrawal symptoms as I begin my new job tomorrow. Wondering if it’s really worth it to have a regular 9-6 job. I mean, the money is good and all that but the heart just doesn’t seem to be in this forced regularity and expected monotony. People ask me if I got bored not working but frankly it was fine. Lots of time spent with the kids, running, cycling, jogging, reading – the days went by just fine. The wife made sure I kept busy with tons of errands which were all duly completed and did some more just to over-achieve Smile !

At this age, you are supposed to have it all figured out and know exactly what you want from professional life, but I don’t. I know what I don’t want to do but have no clue what I really want to do. Kinda scary huh? Yeah, especially for the better half who is acutely aware of every mood swing and emotion I go through.

I know I want to write something substantial and do so with more passion and discipline but that big idea just isn’t coming to me. It will, one day. Until then, it’s back to the rat race giving it my all. Just wish I had something figured out during the break that I could for the rest of my life! Oh well

Note: Wrote this deliberately in a grey font as that’s the color I feel I’m in right now. Cool huh?


is a novel on the cards soon ?:)
Vijesh said…
Hmmm! May be you should be a foodie blogger, or a script writer. :)
Triv said…
I'm still thinking of something 'novel' to write Meena.
Thanks Vijesh - if these professions pay, I would love to do that!
Anonymous said…
Follow your dream baby.. after all the corporate lady will take care of things - right ??

tina said…
hi,triv...this is the reality..very nice!
purple pitara said…
well, i still don't know what is that ONE big thing i want to do - but i sure know a lot of things i most certainly DON'T want to do - and that i must say has opened up interesting options in life :)

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